I visited a therapist this morning and shared more than I expected to share. I'm hopeful for this but at the same time I'm scared to hear something I don't want to hear. I'm sure it's something I'm going to need to hear eventually but I don't want to. I have a feeling I know where this will go but the thought of it scares me. At the end of the day I just want to "fix" myself. I don't want to be flooded with these thoughts, insecurities, and fears. I just want to live my life day by day and openly accept whatever happens in my life. My homework is to write out things I love about myself, where I want to be, and what my intuition has been telling me. She also told me to always follow my intuition because most of the time, it's always right. Now it's more of just knowing what is it intuition and what is sprouting from my insecurities and anxiety. Anyways, she's super sweet, soft spoken, and young and I'm scared but excited to see where this new journey takes me.
Wish me luck.
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