With the days of absence from my blog, I've been reminded of so many things. Who cares what others think about you? All that matters is you're happy with who you are and who you surround yourself with. My friends and I are obnoxiously loud, I'll admit to that, but we're happy. We enjoy ourselves when we're together and that's all that matters to me because we're making new memories together. These people on the sidelines will only be in my life for that day or for a short while, but my friends are F0R3V3R~*~*~*~*~!! I've also been reminded that it's okay to let go of something that's been a hinderance in your growth. If you've been hurting over someone or something for a long time, the moment you let go is such a rejuvenating feeling. You literally feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. You can stand tall once again and keep going with your life and worry about more important things (like school and your health). It's okay to put yourself first for once. Never let anyone tell you what to do. I've always been beaten down because of my major or choice of education (community college) but I kept going and didn't give up. I worked as hard as I could for the grades I've earned and hard work does and will pay off. I've received opportunities from school that I never would have imagined receiving. Don't distance yourself from the youth for too long because they help you with your spiritual walk. My friends in the youth are great inspirations to me. They inspire me to be the best I can be and keep me on the right track- mentally and spiritually. As for my best friends. I miss them so much but every single time we're together again, it's one big celebration.
I have 8 more weeks of school left before a week of summer, 6 wks of summer school, and another month to rest. I also plan on getting a job this summer at a local Child Care Center. I cannot give up now. I also have the Spring Splash to look forward to with my friends in May. I have my Assistant Permit to look forward to, there's transferring, being accepted, and so on.
Anyways here's a couple of songs that have been on repeat the last couple of days:
- Jungle-Drake
- High Hopes-Kodaline
- Dreaming-Smallpools
- Tennis Court (Flume Remix)-Lorde
- Know Yourself-Drake
- The One-Kodaline
- Treat Me Like Somebody-Tink
- Deep-Auburn
- Let It Go-James Bay
- Yesterday-Shanice
- Only One ft. Paul McCartney-Kanye West
- Jupiter Grayscale-Gallant
- Alone-JSMN
- We Were In Love-Taku
Cheers!
Charlene
