It’s getting harder. 

My mental health is not getting better. I’m losing motivation to do anything, it’s getting hard to be around other people, I’m hating myself and the way I look, and I feel empty inside almost every day. I try to be around my friends but there’s something in me that tries to get out of the funk. Nothing works. I give myself days off and try to get more sleep, but still feel so tired throughout the day. I want to sleep for hours on end but even with some sleep, the fatigue does not go away. I want to cry all the time, I feel alone, I feel like no one wants to be around me, I feel like no one loves me… I don’t feel worth it. I feel like I’m wasting peoples time and I feel like I’m annoying people with my presence and bringing them down instead of being an uplifting person to and for them. I don’t want to be dependent on others to make me feel better but some time would be nice. I want to be able to talk to someone about this but I don’t know who. 

I’m so tired of feeling worthless and alone.