I feel broken.

I feel like it's so hard for me to trust people especially those who've already done me wrong. If they've done me wrong and continue to lie to my face that just shows no respect towards me. You can't say you're sorry and you want to do better but don't even attempt on doing better. Someone can say they want a future with you but don't do anything to keep the relationship strong. No changed action, to attempt to change, no will to do better not only for themselves but for their partner. When I think of relationships I think of team effort not a one sided job. It takes two to work things out and it takes two to continue to nurture and grow the relationship. How do you expect to have a strong relationship when you can't even be honest? That goes for any friendship. I feel like every time I meet someone now I just assume they're lying to me. My love and trust for people has been tainted. I've grown so angry with the world because I feel like I can never get what I give out. I've grown so angry because I'm sick and tired of trying to learn how to retrust someone only to catch them in another lie. Big or small a lie is a lie. If you claim you love someone and you've hurt them and lied to them then you better do whatever it takes to win their trust back if you truly care about them and what you two have going on. Listen to them, ask what you need to do, and try and change. Show effort. Please show some fucking effort. Take the relationship seriously and don't take another chance for granted.