Incomplete

There is something missing in my life right now. I can't really pinpoint what it is but I know something isn't right. I think I've hit a level of comfortability so everything is more of a routine in my life. There are people I wish I could see more often but have to respect their grind and their schedules. There are places I want to go to. Nothing too grand.

I want to spend the day at a beach and just chill and talk with someone. Maybe dip our feet in the water. I want to see animals. I want to spend the day doing nothing outdoors. I want good company, I want an escape.

Life's been pretty stressful lately. I have a not so bad spring quarter since it's my last quarter of school but there's still a lot of assignments and papers I have to do. I am also going away to the Philippines for a month but it's honestly the worst month to go. I'm going in June, after graduation. But I'm missing out on so many things, well not a LOT but really important things! My cousin is getting married 3 days after I leave and I can't reschedule my flight and we already made plans that weekend in the Philippines. Most importantly though, I just saw that Loma Linda and USC's application period opens in July and I'm trying to apply as soon as possible. Unfortunately, I don't get back from the Philippines until July 13 and USC's period opens the 17... I have to take my GRE exam some time before I get back. So now on top of school I need to study my ass off for the GRE cause I'm only taking it once before applying to some schools so I need to do really well on that one shot. It's just so stressful right now trying to map everything out. I need to start another internship as soon as I can but I haven't heard back from any of the one's I have emailed. There's so much to do in so little time.

I need sanity. I need my life to not be so depressing so I can focus on what I need to do and feel good doing it at the same time.